Well, here I am. Jim moved out yesterday. My cats had to be taken out to the shelter the day before. and I've re-arranged the house yesterday and today. I feel good all things considered. I still feel a bit nervous being completely alone in the house but I've taken to caring around a bat as I move from room to room. Crazy and paranoid? who me?

Still not sure what to do about my friend that wished me..um bad things at the moment. He asked me to not speak or contact him in any way, I hope he doesn't see this is as that... it does not count I tell you! :-P

I think it's sad that I've lost a friend because I'm stupid and naive and didn't understand nor know that I was 'leading him on' as another friend calls it. I was just being me, I love him as a friend, I wish I didn't have to loose him because it's not a different kind of love. I'm still planning on sneaking him his Christmas gift. It's just to perfect of a gift to not give it to him. Maybe he'll laugh at it before he sets it on fire.... :-/